Tuesday, April 1, 2008

high as a kite

I'm totally on one of my highs right now. And I can feel it. I don't always recognize when my low hits or when my high hits, but I feel that the sudden shifts are becoming more apparent. I sometimes know when I'm sad and try to combat it with other activities, mental or physical. And now, I'm pulling out the stove scrubbing the wall, after a day full of shopping, biking, went to the library for a couple hours and did calculus, late night sit-ups, and a long hot shower with a self-facial, and swept all my floors and now intend to mop. This isn't normal. I love it when I'm on one of my highs, and the lows deplete me just the same. I wish I could stay high for life.

but i know what be round dat corner